CNY approaches

Was looking thru the calendar, and realised tt CNY is less than 2 weeks away!!!!! Strangely, I dont feel much zealous abt it as compared to Christmas...maybe its because of my western broughtup, or maybe because my grandparents are no longer around to add that chinese touch to it..or maybe i m really old..22..does tt count? lol..I miss those days where we had CNY celebs in school. I guess thats when you really feel the mood. You get to see ya sch getting all decoated up, and doing CNY related stuff during ur arts classes.. Boy I guess we have all surpassed that..Tho, I do feel like dropping back my sch during their cny celeb just to busk in that nostalgic feeling again...

Yesterday, I took a new route home..thanks to a friend who stays at alijunied, so he dropped me off near his place, and I took a bus from there to east coast.eh, he drives, and quite fast too..so tt reduces my bus train bus journey duration by quite a bit..Was totally lost again during Cost Accounting today. I guess its the same for everybody. It always seems tt he's smoking his way thru the lesson, teaching us something he doesnt know..hmm..I wonder how to deal with his exams..sigh..

Well, finally, hopefully, n tt everything goes well, I m going to get Avatar 3D tmrw! finally! God seem to have been very reluctant to make me watch the flick for the past 4 times I tried. It's either theatre seats all taken up, person has watched it alrdy, person drags me to go somewhere else with him cuz he dislikes watching blue people dancing ard, or some last min assignment cropped up. The most sway thing that can happen tmrw is.....better not say..later it comes true..I hope this movie lives up to its expectation or I would want a refund from Cathay or James Cameron. Its my mother's birthday tmrw! Happy Birthday mummy! =) Thanks for all your love and care all these years. *hugs*

I just discovered tt jessie, my lovey durvey doggie, doesnt like to drink Luo Han Guo drink, cuz I fed her some today..apparently the herbal thing, just doesnt go well with dogs..but then again, u never really knw what they put in those stuff, its all black n murky anyway..alrite, time to go...i wana go kick some zombies ass for l4d 2, before turning in..nite nites.

Juz a day...

Well econs today..was rather a breeze.. managed the paper in less than half the stipulated time..the other half was spent checking my answers with my neighbor..lol. nah, I didnt do that..the prof was prancing ard the entire lecture theatre..besides, she jumbled up the questions...strangely, I don't feel any zest for anything this year..it's suppose to be a better year than last year? well, I dont knw, maybe I haven met that special one to love unconditionally yet..hmmm...

Empire State Of Mind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDYpqdHO0LI&feature=fvst

New Yooooork, concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can do.....!!!!

Well, after looping this song a couple of times over my Iphone. I have kinda set up my mind to make an effort to attempt to get a job in NYC and experience what it is like there. After all, like what my Prof said, once you settle down there, you wouldnt feel like coming back. Its the heart of the financial market, and hopefully my US accounting degree shld prove useful and relevant. Nevertheless, I believe its a place where the best of the best thrive, and in order to make it there, I have to aim to be the best right now. sigh, that means less shopping n movies, more days spent at home.. revising..lol.

In Your Darkest Hour
In Your Deepest Despair
I Will Still Care,
I Will Be There,
In Your Trials And Your Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

I sleep soundly every night, knowing that I have made every possible effort within my means and physical strength to take care of you through out the time, despite the fact that of not receiving support from closed ones. Rest in peace.

Its been 7 yrs. We fought, we quarreled, we disagreed. But that just made us understand each other better. Its only do when we mattered to each other, then would we have make the effort to quarrel and confront each other. Thanks for the company all these while from sec sch till now.

flashback (II)

As I held his hand, and felt the warmness of his touch, staring into eyes, he said, " its so horrible, it's been so horrible...I have no one else, take me away from this pain and sufferings." It faintly reminded me of someone I knew. Tears streamed down my eyes depsite my desperate measure to hold them back. For once I felt so helpless.

He couldnt see me cry. But he felt my love once last time.

But I never did manage to say goodbye..
Never will you realise how important or valued someone is to you, till you never get to see them again....

Flashbacks

Time to revive this award-winning blog I guess..Strangely, I can relate to this song and the song writer...hmm, sadly, I don't think one would want to...

Adia lyrics

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...
Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone to see where we went wrong'
cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence'
cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?Adia I thought that we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe tha
twe are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent'
cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?

Sarah is a great singer, and there was an version done by Avril Lavigne.

Yea, we were born innocent, and we are still innocent....
Will we falter?... ...

what a week!

Well, it has been a rather fruitful, happening, and relaxing week....At least my hols din go to waste bah..Sun was pretty fun at the aloha loyang chalet to celeb my coms grp memember 21st birthday! Thought it was rather subtle, and not much of a hype... but well, tha's her style i guess..Monday was spent with my OETI techy friend, who came back from seattle. Conversations were good, and there was lots to bitch about.haha, Tues was then to celeb a colleague's 21st birthday in town. The poor guy was still sick when he met me..hope you get well soon! =) After which I headed down to pasir ris chalet for a chillout session.Wed was physical! running and gyming sumed up the whole day of activity. Thurs was a nite of seafood and cycling with the gang. Lotsa good conversations, and silly remarks... Fri was spent meeting my ord colleagues! We had O Brien's Sandwich for lunch, which was absolutely fabulous.. at least that's wat i n j tot so. Then it was off to my neighbor cum friend slumber party at his place. It was an awesome bbq with plenty of good food. However, I had to leave early, cuz i was really shagged out from the past days of chionging. Yesterday, was spent nua-ing at home. Packing up the room, and having a nice relax drink in my armchair. The belated celebration is still on-going! and i think it's going to spread over a month instead! hmm..nice..oh well.. There's something missing..oh yes, KL come back quickly! the gang is asking when they can celeb for me! and i said till KL comes back first!!! =D ...so get ur dam ass into sg customs..erm, u better not arrive home with fever and flu hor..then u kena quarantine till nxt year liao..can forget about celebreation.. the bottles of absolute vodka, icewine, martini and champagne are untouched in PL house..they are eagerly waiting!!! hehe

happy sunday pple!