Robin Hood

I just came back from watching Robin Hood. I guess it was quite a good show...the good vs evil kinda plot. The message from it is that robin hood did something outta his morales, n principles. He was righteous, and he gained more respect from the folks than the King Himself. He also chose what he thought what is right, and lived his life the way he wanted it to be.

This reminds me, someone close, told me this a few weeks back, he said ' life must be appreciated and lived out right, no room for regrets.' I thought it sounded very true, but i just didnt want to tell him how much I felt that it was correct, so tt he wont feel so cocky.actually, i believe he wun. I am very appreciative of what people have done for me, but still i use to wonder if people are apprceciative of my efforts..especially, after what has happened to me recently..I do feel abt regretful in giving my 110% to help him.but nevertheless, it was a spurr of a moment where anger crept up. And I am someone that doesnt bottle up feelings n anger. I am frank, I am open, and I will voice my opinions whenever necessary. I guess somehow there has been miscommunications somewhere, and things will uncover when shone under the light. i guess he just caught me on one of those period where i was so frustrated with everything n anything..

I Dreamed A Dream

As it been only the 3rd day of summer sch, i am buckling from the pressure and expectations of my profs..basically i feel that the pace is way too fast for us to grapple. There's this influx of auditing information that we have to deal with, and yet there's so little time to digest. I feel that I am studying as hard as even my finals were just tmrw! =X This is quite crazy. Well, I manage to take sometime out the watch the life story of susan boyle tonite. It's quite amazing how someone from such a humble background has rose through the ranks and become a world wide phenomenon. Something I could learn from her, is that she dared to dream, and she didnt give up dreaming. Even at her age, she believe in herself, n chose to take part in that reality talent show. So for all of us, with those dreams out there, we shouldnt stop, nor give up..keep dreaming, keep believing, we will all get there one day...

Being the best or the worst?

After sometime, I lost faith in people, and humanity. I believe that every human being was motivated to do something for a reason. Therefore, its very rare that you can find someone that does something out of the goodness he wishes to see in it. Nevertheless, this year, I told myself that I wanted to be the best for a few people that I have in mind. Most of them I knew for quite some time, one or two came into my life recently. I hardly choose to be the best for people..for someone...but i wanted to, i wanted to show love, give love and hopefully get back some in return...I was hoping that they werent driven by their own selfish desires. Till recently, my hopes and aspirations to be the best have been shattered. Being the best an going all out to help someone has turned me some sorta fool or joke to the person, which he justs 'lol' at. My help was sincere, geniue and I took every effort to do what is necessary within my means to provide for..but i realise all of it was in vain, without even the person bothering to me, upon me, being gleeful and updating him..thinking tt he would be appreciative of it. How naive I am...I am just being used once again...I got nthing to say...

One sem down 2more to go...

Well, I know I havent been blogging for ages..I guess everything has just been a mad rush for spring sem. Never have I felt so drained n so tired during the last leg of the sem. Oh God, thanks to motivation by a few pple, and God's help..I guess..I made it through. The deficit of lack for rest from the past 3 consecutive sems have been pile-ing up. Gosh, n summer sch is coming up in a week's time..how how how?! sigh..n there's like homework that needs to be handed up on the first day of sch. I am really sick of having to start everything all over again...Looking at my friends ard me, they seem to have a much better and relaxed life..regrets? well, I would be in the workforce much earlier than them.

I dreamt of my grandpa recently. I realised that 2 more months would conclude his 1 yr death anniversay...I miss you grandpa. I miss your presence and cuteness..and I love you so much for everything you have done for me. Time flies. I din really make any solid resolutions this year. I wondered if I should have though. Recently, life has made me been enlightened of many things. I m starting to realise who likes me, who cares, and who deeply loves me, and who are the sincere people. they are definitely not many, but I feel that I would want to be the best for them. I would also want to be the the best for you..if you r meant to be the you...